I've realized lately that I am far from the person that I want to be. I lose track of time, lose contact with friends, and am not everything that I think I am. We all hope that we are there for the people that we love, but in all honesty we can't always be. We all fall short, and all we can ask for is forgiveness. I know that I have let people down over the years, I have hurt people, and I have not been the person I should have been. I humbly ask for forgiveness and pray that the time we have all spent together can be looked upon fondly. Especially at this time when I am leaving NY and going through so many transitions, I am realizing that I have slacked in a lot of things, and have not made the best use of my time. It is easy to say that there is always tomorrow, but that's not always true.
For those who have moved on before, the last couple years, I am sorry that I haven't kept in better touch. I really do value your friendship, and I'm sorry I haven't shown that more.
For those that I am preparing to leave now, I love you all and am sorry that there hasn't been time to spend with each of you. I let life get in my way more times than I want to admit, and I am sorry for not being around more.
All in all, I urge each of you to use the time you have to its fullest, treasure your friends, and live every day as if you would never see anyone again. The days that we have are few and in the big scope of things, our lives are a quick second in history. Spend it wisely. For those of you whom I may not see again, take care, and may God be with you, I will keep you in my prayers.
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